~We're already dead~

Took my medication with out food and also more than the recommended amount of pain relievers. I just got this tube taken out of my throat. I got everything sucked out of me. Stupid hospital nurses ._.

Listening to recordings of my ex boyfriend singing. I want him back..
He is the only guys I will ever love. I miss his kisses, I miss his hugs, I miss his beautiful smile, his dark eyes, his warm body, his adorable laugh, his sweet voice..
I want him holding me right now telling me that everything will be okay and that he still loves me…

She only smokes when she drinks, she only drinks now and then. Now and then when she’s tired of being let down by men.

(Source: cosmocountrygirl, via 1-847-271-020)

I really need someone to be there for me right now…first my boyfriend breaks up with me, then my grandmother dies of a heart attack…